a lump

May 3, 2011

I have been feeling like something is wrong with my right breast for about two weeks. There has been a strange vibration coursing through it…lots of energy…a heaviness. Something I have never felt before.

I have been worried. I have wondered what is going on. A million thoughts running through my mind.

Late Sunday night I found a mass of tissue directly behind my nipple. I don’t know what it is. I know what I hope it is not. Monday was spent researching, crying, making phone calls, and trying to make sense of what exactly is going on.

Tomorrow I go in for a clinical breast exam and we will go forward from there. I have much to think about it…much to ponder.

Last night I had a face zone and released a lot of emotions. Emotions that are not healthy. Beliefs that are false. Fears that will not prove helpful. Today I feel at peace. Today I feel calm. The strangest thing? My breast feels normal for the first time in two weeks. I had almost forgotten what it used to feel like.

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  1. I hope everything is okay for you. I found a lump in my left breast a few months ago and had a biopsy in December. It was benign, but I understand the worry you’re going through all too well. Hugs!

  2. Becky

    Goodness. I will pray for you. Keep us posted!

  3. Jenny

    I believe in miracles!!!! Thinking of you and your health.

  4. Tami

    Love you Trac! I hope you are feeling ok and at peace….

  5. We’re in a good area for clear diagnoses… you’ll be in my prayers, too, for good, clear information and spiritual endurance. Don’t forget to breathe. :)