feeling bigger

May 15, 2011

The lump is growing. This morning it felt like it was about twice as big as it was when I first discovered it two weeks ago. I am hurting some today. Right where the lump is hurts and when Annesley lays her head on my chest it aches, but I keep letting her snuggle up with me because it feels so good to have her in my arms.

I woke up to another new sensation this morning. I have pain around the bottom of my breast, along the diaphragm ridge…it feels a little hard to breathe. As I was walking down the hall at church, I had a pain along that ridge and then it traveled up to my armpit and then shot down my arm. It only lasted about 10 seconds, but it hurt and it worried me.

I don’t know what is going on. I don’t know what this all means, I just know things are not right.

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  1. Anne

    On May 3rd, you wrote that it was about two weeks ago. So is it a month or more now? You are scaring me. Are you making phone calls tomorrow? One more week and you will be half through your cycle so that’s a good time for tests. Let’s head to Huntsman.

    • tracy

      Tonight it will be two weeks since I found the lump and about four weeks since the vibration/energy feeling started.

      Yeah, it is scaring me a lot.

      Today at church I found out about a surgeon here named Judy Jones that has helped Sister Black’s mom with breast cancer. I am going to call her tomorrow.

  2. Tracy, prayers are going up that it will be something simple and easily fixed, like an infected/impacted duct… as well as prayers of comfort, peace, and inspiration.

  3. Robyn

    Sending prayers, love you!