so good, so, so good

Sep 29, 2012

My heart is full to bursting tonight! I have had four great days in a row! Four days of low pain & good movement!

I need to post about Fisher’s baptism, his awesome new scripture case, my Wednesday night temple trip, and tonight’s Relief Society meeting, but before I move my brain on to any of those post topics, I need to shout Hallelujah and Praise the Lord!

Today I walked a long ways. All over the Farmer’s Market, five blocks to the headband shop for my lil’ sis to buy herself a magic exercise headband, all over another shopping center with my mama and sister, and then I stood tonight for two hours at the Relief Society Broadcast.

Unheard of! This is amazing!!!! I am lying in bed now and it is sore, but just a teensy-weensy bit and I am not even icing it.

I know God gave me this gift of healing. I have done everything I can and it wasn’t enough. Just a few short days ago I had to spend the day in bed icing it all day long. Monday and Tuesday I was ready to give up. I could not get on top of the pain and I didn’t know what else to do.

Then I went to the temple on Wednesday and I served my ancestors by performing ordinance work for them and I prayed and I listened and I prayed some more. I asked God to please, please heal me. Please let me be a miracle for Thee to show Thy power and mercy. Please heal me so I can mother my children more fully. Please take away this pain. No one else can heal me, only Thee. Only Thy power can knit this tissue together. Only Thy power can take away this pain. Please. I love Thee and I am willing to do what Thou asks of me. I will live with this pain if I must, but if Thou wilt, please take it away.

And He did.

He is so good. So, so good.

I don’t know how long this will last, but I know, absolutely know, God gave me these precious days of healing to show me His power and His love for me.

Thank you.